Newbie Cara Wilde Borrows Benefits From Our Webinars - You Can Too
"I'm going to continue experimenting with this in my daily life. Also, thank you for providing the Webinars and the opportunity to connect with others who are raising the ceiling on what's possible. I find it very noruishing and look forward to what's next. "
I'm hoping this feedback is useful in some way.
I've been to 3 Webinars now as part of the OEFT Course. Two of those calls I've brought a list of events from my Personal Peace Procedure so I could utilise Borrowing benefits.
I did this on the first call I attended because I assumed that we would be surrogating for one participant as they were guided through some OEFT. The Webinar was more conversational than I expected (and I really enjoyed it) so I wasn't expecting any borrowed benefits. But when I checked my list after the Webinar - there was no charge to the list of memories I brought!
My reflection on this is that I think it was hearing Anne speak of her forgiveness work with the nun. When I was listening to her story/experience I felt a wave of grace move through me and it brought me to tears. I don't know for sure, but my guess is that this is what affected my list of memories (they were connected to issue with authority!). I'm very grateful to Anne for sharing her reflections and being such a shining light.
After last night's Webinar I checked my list and again, as hard as tried I couldn't get an emotional charge on most of the events I'd listed. But there were a couple where a new aspect had shown up so I decided to go in and clear them up.
On these memories I decided to use the statement "I am The Unseen Therapist" as you had suggested on the call and the experience was fascinating. Its not easy to put into words because I seemed to simultaneously experience compassion for the emotional charge that was still there AND a deep knowing that I had created it all anyway, that I had merely invited people into my life as players for opportunities to heal - and there was a place in me that was beyond forgiveness. There was nothing to forgive, everyone, including me was just playing their part.
And this wasn't any bypassing or disocciation because there was a deep compassion for any perceived pain or wounding - it just seemed that I was able to access a deeper truth. And I felt "inner giggles" at the idea that my ego had taken life so seriously.
I've been on a spiritual journey and trying to understand reality creation for about 30 years now and I realised at an intellectual level that I was inviting players into my life and last night I experienced a deep knowing of this in a grounded and profound way.
I'm going to continue experimenting with this in my daily life. Also, thank you for providing the Webinars and the opportunity to connect with others who are raising the ceiling on what's possible. I find it very noruishing and look forward to what's next.